I hope your looking down us on your star baby
Missing you so much baby. I really hate the night times. I keep thinking this is just a terrible nightmare I am gonna just wake am an Demelza will ring and say you've had a brilliant holiday and it'd now time to pick you up then I realise that's not gonna happen and reality hits. I'm trying so hard to be strong baby but it's hard. I love you Lolo and miss you much I wish so much I could change the past and make you well so you didn't have to suffer and you could still be here xx till we meet again love you always xx